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Thoughts of Love

by Ohphelia

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1.
Red Light 02:52
i don't recall you ever in my thoughts passing through a dark room without notice maybe once but i forgot then i saw you in the daylight you have got some beautiful blue eyes catch me at a red light soaking up sunshine small talk conversations about nothing at all a built in filtration of our thoughts so we can stay behind these walls then i started to notice the way you seem to be pulling me in now you can catch me at a red light falling to pieces
2.
hiding in the light of my life cause the shadows were lonely somewhere between where i was and where i’m going but i have lost my way see, i am anchored in my own delusion i’ve been watching the light fade away and i know it’s just my imagination out to get me again making me feel like it’s the end of the world where do i begin to change my mind to rewire to admire how do i let in the thoughts of love that i’ve kept waiting knocking at my door how do i give myself more i put my worth into another’s hands and that’s when i started to believe that i am not enough somewhere between a man’s image of my body and my own perception waning where do i begin to change my mind to rewire to admire how do i let in the thoughts of love that i’ve kept waiting knocking at my door how do i give myself more
3.
Purple 03:55
i’ve dreamt of the day when you finally fade away and i’ll have not crossed a line of nostalgia yet to be defined and as the trees melt under the blanketed sky the leaves dealt with its branch’s solemn sigh that i now mirror in your thought and in my head your memory circles around and round and round again you’ve lapped my sense of reasoning you’ve left it in the dust left me out to rust held me just for lust and for what i’ve spent so much time folding photos, spinning dimes patiently waiting for someone to say you are the day, my day but in my head your memory circles around and round and round again you’ve lapped my sense of reasoning you’ve left it in the dust left me out to rust held me just for lust and for what
4.
Pockets 03:11
i’ve lost my head from the clouds as i’m older these days it’s now stuck to my body when i was small i didn’t know the protocol i didn’t know that i would be so cynical but i don’t make the rules when you grow up you become a fool get me out of tomorrow let me let go of yesterday bring me back to what i know is real what i know will help me heal there was a time when i didn’t have to force it and i bathed in the sun from my own pockets then love for cold and suddenly conditional and ever since i tried to be invincible but i can’t play that game wish i could take back every bit of shame get me out of tomorrow let me let go of yesterday bring me back to what i know is real what i know will help me heal
5.
my lips are chapped from dehydration my body aches from low nutrition skipped breakfast again gave power to the bin and ignored my better judgement i envy those of perfect diction i’m growing old from my addiction to comparison of women and men and i ignored my better judgement again my face is changing right before me looked in the mirror too long this morning be good for your friends don’t let ‘em see in and ignore your better judgement lay in your bed and fall to fiction wade in your head with no conviction of love for your sins forgiveness depends on obeying better judgement
6.
oh i know what i feel ain’t good for me some times but this here feels alright and i know that i am prone to messiness but i hope that you’ll kiss me tonight gentle in a way that i can see there is pain beauty in a way when you’re talking it’s never in vein i don’t know how it made me bow but you’ve got it right some how maybe i can do it over again i hope you’ll think about it was that something or should i doubt it stay, i hope you’ll stay for a while babe stay smiling babe smiling with that dimple on your face it may be that you do this all the time or maybe you’re really just that kind oh but me, silly me i’m not the type to smile so sweetly but i guess I’m just blind i didn’t wanna feel your heart but i’ve made it this far you don’t even know that i’ve reopened a scar you’ve got a comforting way of making me feel okay but I can’t tell if that is me behind your gaze i hope you’ll think about it was that something or should i doubt it stay, i hope you’ll stay for a while babe stay smiling babe smiling with your hair over your eyes almost made take down my disguise smiling with that dimple on your face
7.
i heard somebody playin a tune and it flowed throughout the room from their lungs, a breath, a river of gold it was warm but it made me feel cold it reminded me of the days when you’d play for me when we’d be laughing together and talking about harmony weird to think one day you’ll be an old memory i think that day is today strange to know our time was so temporary cause i never wished it away and i’m reminded no one can stay not for comfort, not for pleasure or praise and so if nothings forever i’ll let the changing begin even good things always end good things, all good things they all come to an end (good things always end) good things, all good things good things always end (good things always end)
8.
something about the way that it feels when you don’t know what you feel with you on a drive staring at the sky walking on your own on a sidewalk made of stone when you just get that ole feeling that feeling without a name something about living without you is hell i miss your spell he is the dreamer and he is the dream he is the water, the river, the ocean, and love is a stream i want him nearer, closer to me i want my dreamer to be dreaming right next to me
9.
Glow 03:09
i feel as though i feel too much i feel too much then not enough i do i’m afraid that if i follow through i’ll use you then i’ll lose myself too and my eyes gloss over as i think of what could be and i hold back these tears cause you’ve already made such a fool of me now and i feel myself falling oh i’m falling quite fast i'm so terrified what i want so much won’t last and i find it really hard to let this show cause i’m having a hard time letting myself go but you make me glow and i feel as though you feel too much you feel too much then not enough you do you’re afraid i won’t reciprocate the things you wanna say but i don’t think you realize i'd like to stay and my eyes gloss over as i think of what could be and i hold back these tears cause you’ve already made such a fool of me now and i feel myself falling oh i’m falling quite fast i'm so terrified what i want so much won’t last and i find it really hard to let this show cause i’m having a hard time letting myself go i’m sorry if i get swept away in my solitude but i promise it will never be because of you and i feel as though i feel too much i feel too much then not enough but made not with you
10.
there’s no anger just confusion a lot of fear and some delusion to say it short, i do, i miss you don’t you worry i forgive you i try not to hold on too tight i hope not to wake up in the night i’ve been worried, you’re not sleeping i’ve been looking for you what have you been keeping i wish i could understand your reasons and get back time, the will, the seasons that’s not the man i always knew but don’t you worry i forgive you i try not to hold on too tight i hope not to wake up in the night because you’ll be gone you won’t be sleeping and i’ve been looking for you where the hell have you been some years have passed and i have found you i hope you know that i am proud of you now that you've changed your point of view don't you worry i forgive you

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released June 10, 2022

Lily Ophelia Ewing - vox, guitar, pan knob
Cara Tomiko Tilghman - vox
Jack Foster - keys, trumpet, vox, aux percussion
Happy Haugen - bass, toy piano, vox
John Mark Reed - drums, percussion, vox

Burton Fott- guitar on tracks except track 2, and vocals on track 6

Produced by Ohphelia
Executively produced by Jack Foster and Lily Ophelia Ewing
Recorded and mixed by Jack Foster with help from Cara Tomiko Tilghman
Mastered by Shelley Anderson

All songs by Lily Ophelia Ewing

Recorded Sept 2021-Mar 2022 at the Foster's studio in Nashville, TN

Album Art by Jorge Ignacio Rodriguez Guzmán

special thanks to
- Radney, Cyndi, Mojo, Julo, and Holly for allowing us into their space and keeping our bellies full!
- Fernando Pessoa for writing the book used for the snare slide on thoughts of love

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Ohphelia Nashville, Tennessee

Friends since middle school, playing together since high school, Ohphelia's known in the Nashville music scene for their lush harmonies, agile vocal arrangements and mesmerizing grooves. Lily Ophelia Ewing on guitar and vocals, Jackson Foster on keys and trumpet, John Mark Reed on drums, Happy Haugen on bass, and Cara Tilghman providing vocal harmonies. ... more

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